"Me.. never thinking about loving other people beside my family..but someone..this guy..I care about him..I say to myself,I should only love him as a brother.Not much..
But as time past..I starting feel,jealous??maybe..when he with other girls..when he with with other girl..He said he got girlfriend.my heart just sink..it hurt so much..
When he break up with his girlfriend,I feel relief .but at the same time..I feel a bit disappointed ,cause he now different from I use to knew..He change..like not the same person I knew..Not caring,nice,polite and other good things..
"..dear your so pretty,beautiful,gorgeous.." Did you really meant it when you tell me?or just one of your unconscious things..
Or am I just one of your game??
I starting to study your new behavior..Just like a playboy,being touchy much..and even pervert! you hold my hand,hug me,and even kiss my cheek.you never did it before,cause i hate it..
"expected the unexpected.." I guess that is it..
You even dare to talk about other girls infront of me..Talking about how much you like them,how cute they were..and even you wanna make them yours.
"I'm falling hard..like a glass fall to the ground,shattered to pieces.."
Never wanted to be hurt..or even hurting other people..but you,the reason im hurting so badly.
Now,we can only remain just a friends.not more..
Sunday, July 31, 2011
I'm falling hard
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Saturday, July 23, 2011
Le's Daddy
Le' daddy,
I miss u,when will u get back home?wanna call u but i know u bussy.next month gonna "puasa",i hope u will be with us.i know u work hard for a better life.sometimes i don't care if we rich or not,all i care about we being a family.
I always worries about u,wonder if u eat or not.did u take care of ur health?
All of that lingering on my mind,wish u were here all the time..So I don't feel worries about u,cause we here always with u..
and all i care now is you,daddy.Please get back soon ! I miss you daddy <3
Posted by Hanan Sofiena at 1:07 AM 0 comments
Le' daddy,
I miss u,when will u get back home?wanna call u but i know u bussy.next month gonna "puasa",i hope u will be with us.i know u work hard for a better life.sometimes i don't care if we rich or not,all i care about we being a family.
I always worries about u,wonder if u eat or not.did u take care of ur health?
All of that lingering on my mind,wish u were here all the time..So I don't feel worries about u,cause we here always with u..
and all i care now is you,daddy.Please get back soon ! I miss you daddy <3
Posted by Hanan Sofiena at 12:58 AM 0 comments
Friday, July 15, 2011
Break up
It’s like I can touch you when I reach my hands out
But even drinking a glass of water is too much for me, I’m still in the break up stage
After you left, my heart is like an empty space
No matter how many times I call there is no answer
The method to forgetting her you ask? There is no answer
Don’t even dare tell me to live better without you
There is only yearning, I think I’m in so much pain I might die
Each day I just wait for you
Somebody help me , I am crying without you
We keep crossing paths, I’m getting even more scared
B-B-B-B-Break up now
Do you know my painful heart?
I don’t wanna break up, don’t wanna break up, I don’ wanna break up
B-B-B-B-Break up
My heart is hurting to the point I can’t breathe properly
It is hard for me to handle this situation
Instead of love, we were closer to farewell
I’m the like the football that doesn’t know where I might go next, I’m so unpredictable
So come here girl, We still aren’t, we ain’t over
Forever like B&Hova , let go of that anger and Come closer
Somebody help me I am crying without you
We keep crossing paths, I’m getting even more scared
B-B-B-B-Break up now
Do you know my painful heart?
I don’t wanna break up, don’t wanna break up, I don’ wanna break up
B-B-B-B-Break up
Don’t want to break up, Don’t make me cry, girl don’t make me cry
Girl let’s make it right, Don’t leave me, It’s not that time
Don’t say bye-bye-bye, Please don’t say bye-bye-bye
Somebody help me, I am crying without you
We keep crossing paths, I’m getting even more scared
B-B-B-B-Break up now
Do you know my painful heart?
I don’t wanna break up, don’t wanna break up, I don’ wanna break up
B-B-B-B-Break up
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Thursday, July 7, 2011
Pets? but It's always die !
HELLO GUYS .
heyyy whoooRE ! whatzup,my randomness kinda effect people.
sorry guys, love ya <3
I thinking of having a baby ~ hurmmm not human one ! but Guinea Pig!
I want one,but mummy won't let me.cause every single pets she buy for me is.....
DEAD! owwww how sad,cant keep anythings alive.
My sister said that she wanna buy IT,but i guess i cant touch IT~
Cause IT her pet.maybe i should Bugging my daddy to buy IT.hehe :D
if daddy still say NO. i'll just T_______T ....
Cry me a river ~ ohhh ~ cry me a river ~
Posted by Hanan Sofiena at 4:52 AM 0 comments
TRASH TALK !! IT SOO YOU !
Been ages i didn't update my blog,my blog like dead fish hanging now.
what should i post about??hurm maybe about ?or the stupid story i kept.
RANDOM !!
Cute guys but Dirty n Trash talk.why is that ?? just don't get it?! guys nowdays like to talk rubbish with pretty gurls. GUYSssss are you that desperate an Attention ,haisshhh just quit all that nonsense.
Do you really thinks girls okay with that?? HELL NO ! they don't ,they maybe can fake smile or fake laugh .HA HA HA! it doesn't work boys!like seriously!
I HAD ENOUGH!! pleaseeeeeee guys ,don't compliment me if u only trying to talk trash then.
It doesn't make u a man,but more no mad n stupid.plus pervert ! and Damn i don't need u sweet ,lovey ,doley talking or more to rubbish kinda thinggie !
Posted by Hanan Sofiena at 4:30 AM 0 comments